To hell with me --- 1

To hell with me --- 1
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To hell with me...!
Why do I see things -
Which others often don't see...!

To hell with me...!
Why are the Apsaras all around...?
While I'm yet not in Heaven...
Still remaining on this Earthly Ground...!
Why do I see them...?
While others don't see...!

To hell with me...!
Why do I feel heavily chained...?
Maimed, Gagged, Numbed, and Pained...!
While others rejoice, all energies drained...!
Why do I see things...?
Which I ought not to see...!!

To hell with me...!
Why do my eyes move around...?
The insatiable heart loses its ground...!!
Frees the chained body, frees the Mind...l
While others procreate happily being wed...
Why do all colors come to me in Red...?.

To hell with me ...!
Why do I ignore the Hells and the Heavens ...?
Bosoms and structures in twenty-sevens ...?
Lures me still - like the lunatics ...?
A'int I scared of all the fanatics ...?
Shining their knives and swords of sorts...!
Citing Holy Scriptures in their own concocts ...!

To hell with me...To hell with me...!
Why do I see things...?
Which I ought not to see...!!!