(Life & Love Lost -1, Friday, 31st August, 2012, 9:00 AM...
incomplete... to be edited more later....)
Have I got defeated in your perpetual battle?
Are all the gems got vanished from my life?
Why am I losing in Living and Loving?
Why are my Life and Love Lost leaving
bitter tastes in all around? Three decades ago
it was all different on the ground! Who could
adore you more than I could! Who could go
so much against the winds to catch your letters!
Who could write you hours and hours even writing
in the last minutes while the post office closes at night!
Who could cross miles in those stormy flooded nights
just to get a message of your well-being! Who could yearn,
yell, walk and weep so much, outbursting all conflicting
inner emotions! May be a true lover could !
And yes, I was a true lover of yours!
Where are those feelings now? Dried? Salted? Betrayed?
Our small-bridge yells at me! May be I'm to blame for
all! That's what she, the small-bridge thinks! What really
happened in that fateful day - she exclaims! I keep mum!
May be she heard your version of the story! Now needs
my one! What would I tell her? That I witnessed the filthy
betrayal of a love, lost long ago? That I'm cooking my version
so to save my grace? That I'm the one who betrayed all along?
What's the use of dissecting a dead-body putrefied long ago?
Well yes, I should be responsible for all follies in my life!
In the Beginning, we vowed to support each other until we die!
We vowed to support our people, our land in whatever way we could!
We vowed to earn our living only in the best honest ways! I got
your word to support my aspirations of becoming a great poet!
I would only write, sing, play flute; while you would do the daily
chores! Those promises forgotten long ago!
"Promises are made to be broken to get relief from its burden!"
- wrote our Guru Poet! I don't blame you! Only my destiny is to blame!
I became a loser, I became a sucker!
Repeated failures in independent living! Busy days and nights!
Only works and sleepless entrepreneurial nights!
You took me a lost case! You took me a promise-breaker!
You took me the one who really betrayed!
Well, will the little bridge will ever know?
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(to be continued...)
incomplete... to be edited more later....)
Have I got defeated in your perpetual battle?
Are all the gems got vanished from my life?
Why am I losing in Living and Loving?
Why are my Life and Love Lost leaving
bitter tastes in all around? Three decades ago
it was all different on the ground! Who could
adore you more than I could! Who could go
so much against the winds to catch your letters!
Who could write you hours and hours even writing
in the last minutes while the post office closes at night!
Who could cross miles in those stormy flooded nights
just to get a message of your well-being! Who could yearn,
yell, walk and weep so much, outbursting all conflicting
inner emotions! May be a true lover could !
And yes, I was a true lover of yours!
Where are those feelings now? Dried? Salted? Betrayed?
Our small-bridge yells at me! May be I'm to blame for
all! That's what she, the small-bridge thinks! What really
happened in that fateful day - she exclaims! I keep mum!
May be she heard your version of the story! Now needs
my one! What would I tell her? That I witnessed the filthy
betrayal of a love, lost long ago? That I'm cooking my version
so to save my grace? That I'm the one who betrayed all along?
What's the use of dissecting a dead-body putrefied long ago?
Well yes, I should be responsible for all follies in my life!
In the Beginning, we vowed to support each other until we die!
We vowed to support our people, our land in whatever way we could!
We vowed to earn our living only in the best honest ways! I got
your word to support my aspirations of becoming a great poet!
I would only write, sing, play flute; while you would do the daily
chores! Those promises forgotten long ago!
"Promises are made to be broken to get relief from its burden!"
- wrote our Guru Poet! I don't blame you! Only my destiny is to blame!
I became a loser, I became a sucker!
Repeated failures in independent living! Busy days and nights!
Only works and sleepless entrepreneurial nights!
You took me a lost case! You took me a promise-breaker!
You took me the one who really betrayed!
Well, will the little bridge will ever know?
... ... ...
... ... ...
... ... ...
(to be continued...)
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